living through songs. . .

Music is my life.
It's awesome how you can always tell what kind of mood in in by the music i'm listening to.
From pop, heavy metal, rap, easy going, i have to be in the specific mood for each one.
Which leads me to wonder, all of the dumb people out there that refuse to listen to anything but one band, or even one genre, how do they make it?
My mind explains it through the fact that their lives must obviously also be monotone.
Take right now for example, i'm in a pissy mood, but not upset&crying pissy, almost like an adrenaline filled pissy mood.
so stuck in my head is your existence by like moths to flames.
it's your typical heavy metal song, but the lyrics couldn't be any better for my situation right now ♥

It will never exist,
No matter how many times that you
Play this out,
When will it fucking set in?
Your memories and everything about me,
Are slowly fading

Remember me as the one that got away,
And I'll remember you and everything,
That you will never change

This world is mine,
There's nothing for you,
So don't think that I,
Will find respect for you,
I was the one,
That you could turn to,
But this world is mine,
And there is nothing from you

You'll sort this out,
When you find it falling apart,
And after everything even my family,
Expected nothing from you

Expecting something from me,
Are these your memories?

Remember me as the one that got away,
And I'll remember you and everything,
That you could never be

Even my family

You took everything from me,
My life and my self esteem,
And now I'm taking you with me,
I'm taking this,
I am bringing you to the
Bottom of this

This world is mine,
And I am everything that you could ever love,
This world is mine

And I am everything

You took everything from me

My life and my fucking self esteem,
You took everything from me,
My life and my family

I will bury you and
Everything that you believe in.